in my head.. its talk about what i feel...

 The true .. I do not want the school "there" the desire NOT to me! It is very difficult ...  

Very difficult to say, or a desire to stop "them" sick hearts ...  

   Difficult to throw away ....
                      I think it's difficult for EASY!!
"THEY" think I'm going to have "IT" they think it is easy .... 

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                As for the insults ... berate me .. 

 "A NEW FRIEND" forget what I do best after I'm gone they will come .. or they apologize ... 

                                                                         It is NOT EASY! very tired .....  

                              When I find what I want?? WHEN?? 

       Destruction ..

                                                  Tortured ...  

                                                                                 Sadness ...  

                      Suffering for years ...  

                                                          It can not be lost.